I do think I'm through an identity crisis. After my best friend ghosted me, I felt the weight of all my past memories, in my 31 years. My standard childhood, the bullying at 12-13, my ex at 19-20, how I met my actual mate, and all the memories I have with him. I shared with my ex best friend a hobby, Magic the Gathering. I used to play back at 2016-2017, and I miss these times so much, but I'm aware these time can't come back, because of some projects. So I made a lore album, with all the story spotlight cards, just to remember. Just for when I need some nostalgia dose, despite it makes me remember... her. That friendship was so intense that she claimed I was a big sister for her. I'm raged at it sometimes, but most of all I'm just disappointed. How could she? How could she abandoned me this way? I started to translate the web stories for her. I argued with my boyfriend and with my mother because of her. ...Well, whoever read this, thanks and sorry for the big text. EDIT: a half year passed, and I'm glad to tell that I'm much better. I met a new friend I play Magic with, I started teaching, and now... now I have to deal with the emptiness that teaching left. I can't wait to get yet another course.
Every few months I can’t help but come back to this channel just to be able to listen to some music and allow myself to drift away. Drift away into sleep, drift away into daydreams, drift off into a place where I don’t feel bad. It’s nice. I appreciate your channel for being here so I could do that.
Lying on my back had never felt so good in my life in awhile. Where had I obtained this familiar feeling? It was resounding through my inner being calling me home. A sense of comfort and drifting away of my mind as my thoughts float carelessly, losing itself into everlasting self. I've missed this feeling I thought. How the stresses of life really wear down on the soul. To free yourself from the gravity that pulls everyone down. How I longed for the hunger and youthful strength I once had. However in reality I knew, life continues on as I lay silent on my bed. The sheets so delicate and soft, reassuring me with the touch of its soft cotton alone. To relax and reminisce. Giving time for my head to destress.
i love this channel so much. seriously. especially the late night nostalgia i get from it. its one of the only things that make me truly feel something.
Damn, thats so true tho, its like a wonderful moment when your by yourself at midnight just chilling, and thinking about life or playing games, it really is a different experience or, unique one.
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*Question:* What makes you feel nostalgic?
Remembering an old friend and how fast were growing up. Wish could turn back time but no and watching old pictures with friends, family etc
old video games
@@nobodycares8064 Which video games in particular?
@@hmkyomu I wish I could turn back time too...
@@escapism.... ;)
I do think I'm through an identity crisis.
After my best friend ghosted me, I felt the weight of all my past memories, in my 31 years. My standard childhood, the bullying at 12-13, my ex at 19-20, how I met my actual mate, and all the memories I have with him.
I shared with my ex best friend a hobby, Magic the Gathering. I used to play back at 2016-2017, and I miss these times so much, but I'm aware these time can't come back, because of some projects.
So I made a lore album, with all the story spotlight cards, just to remember. Just for when I need some nostalgia dose, despite it makes me remember... her.
That friendship was so intense that she claimed I was a big sister for her. I'm raged at it sometimes, but most of all I'm just disappointed. How could she? How could she abandoned me this way?
I started to translate the web stories for her. I argued with my boyfriend and with my mother because of her.
...Well, whoever read this, thanks and sorry for the big text.
EDIT: a half year passed, and I'm glad to tell that I'm much better. I met a new friend I play Magic with, I started teaching, and now... now I have to deal with the emptiness that teaching left. I can't wait to get yet another course.
I cant get enough of this channel
Me too ( ◡‿◡)♡
Same here
Every few months I can’t help but come back to this channel just to be able to listen to some music and allow myself to drift away. Drift away into sleep, drift away into daydreams, drift off into a place where I don’t feel bad. It’s nice. I appreciate your channel for being here so I could do that.
Lying on my back had never felt so good in my life in awhile. Where had I obtained this familiar feeling? It was resounding through my inner being calling me home. A sense of comfort and drifting away of my mind as my thoughts float carelessly, losing itself into everlasting self. I've missed this feeling I thought. How the stresses of life really wear down on the soul. To free yourself from the gravity that pulls everyone down. How I longed for the hunger and youthful strength I once had. However in reality I knew, life continues on as I lay silent on my bed. The sheets so delicate and soft, reassuring me with the touch of its soft cotton alone. To relax and reminisce. Giving time for my head to destress.
i love this channel so much. seriously. especially the late night nostalgia i get from it. its one of the only things that make me truly feel something.
good, then come back here
In my opinion this is the best lofi channel
"i guess midnight is a special time" it is my friend.... it is
Damn, thats so true tho, its like a wonderful moment when your by yourself at midnight just chilling, and thinking about life or playing games, it really is a different experience or, unique one.
Watching this at midnight hits different... 🌙
Time Is important, this song makes me feel important. Well, I guess I feel important, maybe is just an illusion. Doesn't matter
Now this, this is actual chill. Thank you.
sometimes i just like to put my earphones in and go out in my skateboard and plays your songs
amazing as always!
i was having a really bad week.
this cheered me up a lot ty 🥺
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AYO, IM THE FIRST ONE TO REPLY TO AURORA VIBES RN
Also aurora, can u please give me a shout out it will make my week (whatever week I'm in)
tracklist for "cadmio - tailwind ep"
00:00 cadmio - mangled tape
02:24 cadmio - mesmerizing
04:54 cadmio - tailwind
07:10 cadmio - luna
09:33 cadmio - fireworks
11:36 cadmio - sunlight
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I love this channel
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Reminiscing of the past...
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Is the audio from dangerously yours? I love this 🩷
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Love this
HI GOD BLESS EVERYONE HERE
HEHE dont believe in god but i know you care so appreciate it!
i think this is how drowning feels- it sounds weird but idk
i feel u
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